I'm not inclined to resign to maturity

If anyone could ever be described as risk-averse in this world, it would me. I fit the description completely. And yet, against better judgement and common sense I go and make the biggest and riskiest move of my lifetime. The weird thing is, I am not even freaking out about it. Not yet anyway. Sometimes I wonder why I do the things I do. On the other hand, things were in motion for this event 3 years ago or quite possibly even 6 years ago. However, what is life, if you don't undertake a few risky ventures? No guts no glory, right? I hope so. On the other hand, its almost the weekend. And that is always a good reason to smile.